idk. i may take a gap year for financial reasons/i need to figure some stuff out. and that way i can save up money. i’d rather wait, work, and go to a college that i want to go to and not have to worry about drowning in student loans later on.  if i go next year, i’m basically just wasting money by settling for the cheapest school cause i’ll probably transfer anyway. i haven’t decided though cause my parents will probably murder me.

i wanna delete my tumblr/ but then i’d get all sad because i’ll feel like i wasted all that time on it (not really. thank you queued posts)/ but really tumblr is as stupid as i thought it was before i got one/ and then got oddly into it/ but then how will i look at clothes and bad photography and kawaii things/ i’m doing it before i start college anyway/ if i go to college

if i were rich, i wouldn’t diamonds or something stupid like that. i’d buy fancy tea and nice clothes. and then buy more tea. and more tea.  and then bathe in gold so i could walk out of my tub dripping gold like some scurry sci-fi character.